Questions

Life is what Christ wants. Jesus is the reason for my life. Without him my life would be useless. He is all I am, and what i want to be. But why do i have troubles in my life that i can't seem to get over? Why has He given me things that i cannot seem to handle? Am i doing something wrong? I dont know... honestly. I really need a miracle; kind of. I was once told that i was strong enough to do without one but I dont know if i am. It seems like life would be so much easier if God just took away my sinful desires... just one of them. But for now, i push on.